Green pastures

Things are so numerical
In this thing called love
Two steps forward and
Repeat 7 times over

2 boys later
I'm feeling the mommy blues
All the while
You plotting and scheming the 401k dues

I offer a smile
1 hand or 2
So you don't feel under appreciated
For all that you do

What I can't understand
For all to see you'd rather have
Bonquisha  over me

You steal moments away
for something not new
as TODAY!!
Only to say
SHE don't nag me this way

I guess it aint for me to see
What's that YOU need
All because
I'm HAPPY
with ME!!

Believe it when i say
Your greediness is not uncommon
Hell even RAY see
its more of us without a problem

Doubts...don't you worry
What you don't get here
More than likely you'll
Never get anywhere

Why you ask?
It's really quite simple
80 percent of anything beats
20 percent of fickle.

Oh so now you found your feelings
After living your dreams
What happened Bonquisha had a few more than just 2 baby dadd-ies

Yea I know you sorry foe
What am I to do
but close the door
Make up time
what should I do
wait on you 2
Naw boo
We ain't that cool

One Day

I opened my eyes to my surprise
loveliest
was the sight of you
Your eyes your nose
Such A wonderful sight is true

The sun is shining
the bed still warm
Your body your smile
Makes me gleam more

The evening was love
The night was passion
The morning was blissful
Just remembering the action

One peaceful day before the world begins
My life without you
couldn't hardly comprehend
So thankful now i can rejoice
Let the world know now
it's a team enforced. 

Fully fulfilled ready for war
A lady like me ready to score
The greatest achievement
all the day
Is making it back
to hear you say
All the bullshit you went through
the course of the day
It matters no more
we're here for each other
let's turn each night into a
romantic story for ever.
  
Wake up!

Define this

You had a conversation
Still today I feel
The rules only applied
To those
With nerves of steel
Yea I know
It wasn't  a good look for you
Just a romp in the bed
A simple release or two
Year's go on
your feelings
Go unmasked
Still today
I can only ask
What?
Seems like I already know
The rules changed sometime ago
You played your hand
well I might say
But now whose the one
positioned
In the street lamp
glow
We all understood what it was
Then
But now my dear
In fear, I might add
the game didn't change
The players did
I'm no longer a phone call away
Right now as I speak
I'm in San tropez.
Excuse me if I make this quick
The new play book
ended with my
Honeymoon trip
It wasn't so simple
It took years to plan
I'm sorry you saw
Nothing pass
The rubber in the trash bin
Needless to say
I hope you see
that
those conversations
taught me too
One thing about me
I'm too good for you

Defined by.....

Thank You

One day while plotting my next move...
I thought of you..
No particular reason.
just a mere flash of your smile..
In return..
thoughts flooded my mind
about our conversations..
and
words poured onto the page..
Wait a minute.
I try to grasp control of the pen...
actions words..
definitive statements..
truth isms...
all exploding into a story
about you...
Are you my feelings..
I never knew..

What Am I to do?